Consciousness is growing without our conscious

As we grow older, our consciousness became stronger. We also became more aware of what is happening around us. Our mind is sharper, our eyes are looking widely, ears listen more, we are growing up, and we are to become more individual than group growing (like in schools), and we are to take care our own self. Each person can make their own decision, nobody can question them why are they doing these, because it's their freedom.

As I move further, I saw a lot of grieves in my peers. They are struggling in their life, study, relationships, and more. Some of them did tell me, some I read from their blog, some I just know it. They were searching for accompanies, friends, or anybody that somebody would care for them, and could talk to them.

Did you know babies are sometime being left out by their families (including us)? We, when are we small, we had have not what we wanted. We wanted attentions, we wanted toys, we wanted care, or what ever, we did did-not get it, didn't we? For anything we didn't get, what would we do? Some of us will cry. Then, mama will come and console you. After that, we smile back, and started thinking that the day was brighter with mama.

Then, how come when we grow older, we don't get what we want, we don't cry? Why won't we get okay after getting consolation from other people?

We are thinking too much, as we are "old". Firstly, I personally think crying is good. Why we don't cry? People just don't want to express them self, because this is too much to reveal their weaknesses. They know how people around them look at them, they assume people will look down on them. The consciousness tells them.

Secondly, why don't people get back to normal life, like we are younger, after people console them when they are sad. Consciousness tell them, "things aren't as easy as you thought."

Children are easy-minded. Children just need to eat, sleep, and play. While we, young adults need to study and work hard to earn a living. Children can absolutely depend on parents, we cant. Is that what you say?

Our so called "wanted-list" in our life is getting more and more. We want money, fame, pride and so on. Desires in heart is growing with us. These desires are different compare to when we are young. Desires of kids are easy to be fulfilled, desires of adults are not. So how?

haha, I would say, drop out some of your unwanted desires lo, and start living a simple life and you will get more happy. Somebody please agree with me. haha. Yea, I do agree with saying goes "stupid people are tend to be more happy."

Conclusion. Wow conclusion? Yea, conclusion in MUET stlye -As I said, while we are growing in age, our consciousness grows with us. "The more knowledge, the more grief," says bible.

May God Bless You. Amen.