University Admission Update

Days have never been easy. I have been through ups and downs.

It started when the application status for local uni admission came out. I was quite okay, to receive the news that i couldn't get a place in local uni. Yet, things change, feelings changed too, as many of my friend began to talk about their preparation to uni. Since then, I felt left out.

All I was saying was "OK", and I was really OK, with just a little bit of sorrow.

After everyone had went to register themselves at respective uni, I started my journey too.

I went to USM

I went to UM too.

I met some people in charge over there, and I submitted appeal letter to them.

The UM said that my result has not reached their requirement. Every engineering student's CGPA marks is in the range of 3.8 to 4.0, that's why I couldn't get into UM. hahaaa. He don't think that my appeal would be gonna work.

USM people are more friendly, they said they would help me. After a week later, I called them. They said that the 2nd intake name list has came out already, and explained alot of things to me. I think they have forgotten me. nvm. They also advised me not to try appeal these 4 university :

1. USM

2. UM

3. UKM

4. UPM

These 4 are RU (Research Unit). So, their focus is more on postgraduate, which they do lots of RESEARCH. They said, indeed, they are decreasing the number of undergraduates student this year, that's why my name is not on the list (2nd intake).

After hearing all these, my heart sank. My hope got no more. I was sad. As time passed by, my sadness turned into depressed slowly. And all these while, I was depressed, and stay in my room, do nothing.

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One night, I went to cell group. One brother share this to me, Jeremiah 29:11:

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord,
"plans to prosper you and not to harm you,
plans to give you hope and a future."

since then, I know that, I have hope, I have future.

So, one thing I can say that, it's good to go cell group, even you are depressed, at least I force myself to go, amen. Praise the lord. Brothers and sisters could cheer you up in a special way (God's way).




Soon or later, I prayed everyday. I prayed that my appeal result would gonna b positive. I wait, wait an wait. Every one day was like a year long to me. I felt no good.

Until one night, Liewmin msg me said tat appeal result is coming out nex monday. Till then I felt relieved.

To cut the story short, I get to study mechanical engineering at UMS. amen, praise the Lord.